Playing games rarely gets you anywhere. Sure, you can send your emissary not with a message but more to hypocritically probe for answers. Trouble is, at least for you, is that I saw it coming from the very first minute. OK, you want to play games? So let's play them but remember that neither your emissary or even yourself are in my league. Too bad that. LOL.
Of course, you aren't any better when it comes to face to face encounters. There you are in all your splendor in serial denial and without the ability to even come up with a genuine and honest hello. Your actions speak volumes but not in your favour.
You didn't get it when you made those phone calls full of silence at the end of the line. You didn't get it as you rushed out of restaurants and banks in total denial of the obvious: yes, he comes up only as a poor second in your heart and nothing he does will ever have a hope of changing that.
You'd rather live in a phoney world of emotional and financial codependency than face your demons and start by being honest with yourself first, not to mention others.
So, is 2021 the year when you grow up and deal with your emotional reality? Is this the year when you finally fully embrace your authentic self, or do you prefer to continue living a lie for status, position, flash and above all else, to satisfy your giant ego and sense of over-inflated pride?
How about trying to effectively deal with your well repressed reality? Stop lying to yourself first and foremost and then do something about it.
Like I said, where is your authentic self? Meanwhile, you know me well enough to know that I remain Monsieur Miroir: as always, what you put out in front of the mirror is exactly what you'll get back. How could it be otherwise?
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